Today was my last trip for the foreseeable future, hopefully for at least a month or two. You and your dad picked me up from the airport tonight and when I got in the car you gave me a big smile. When we got home I nursed you and you fell asleep in my arms and I just held and rocked you for awhile. It is so hard to be away from you, and it makes my time with you that much more special. It is literally soothing and rejuvenating to hold you; you gave me a much-needed boost to get through the week.